The potroast is craving the biscuit.

I've realized something. I went to the party Sunday to get out of the house and because I wanted some human contact. After about 2 hours, I was ready to go home. I realized that I didn't just want to be around people, I didn't just want human contact - I wanted YOU. I miss YOU. I don't just want to be around people, don't just want to have a conversation - I want to be around YOU, have conversations with YOU. No one else cuts it. I could be around people all day, but - they're not you! it's kind of like (I'm being painfully honest here) - I haven't been able to quench my ... desires lately, with anything. I'll pass someone and go, "oh, he's cute", and the thought will cross my mind, and I'll immediately laugh because I know I won't, I'd never, and I know that even if I did it wouldn't quench a damn thing because I dont want just body contact, I don't want just sex, I want YOU. ALL of you. Sex with you has spoiled me - it's this COMPLETE package of body satisfaction, complete attraction, and the completion of this part of my soul - I'm never gonna want anyone else because no one else can satisfy me. And my body and soul are missing you terribly - BUT - at the same time - it feels SO COOL to know what we have now. To know how I feel about you, balls to bones, and the conviction I have in us - is so ... heartening, I guess. I know I'll always have us to lean on; to know that we can do it, you know? I've thought about what I'd do if I lost you, and I just .. I always thought before if I lost someone I'd move on, maybe date again, whatever. Before you, an end of a relationship was always in some ways a relief - I got to flirt again, I got to date again. I know that would never be the case. I'd probably EVENTUALLY move on, but - I'm so happy with you and where we are and where I am in my life I think I'd ... well, part of me would always be waiting for you to come home to me in OUR apartment. I don't know that I'd date again for a VERY long time. I've just found my other half, I've found my contentment. And I've waited all my life for this kind of love - the kind of love that even time itself will lie down and be still for. I'm no longer restless; my soul is finally at rest - in yours.