Birthday

Yesterday was a rough day - I for some reason lost all ability to control my emotions. I'd be fine one minute and bawling uncontrollably the next. I miss him. I just want a hug, and cuddle with him for a few minutes. I can't wait to hear his voice again....it just sucks it reminds me how much I love him and winds up hurting even more. But at the end of the day, I still choose him.